Honestly, I think I just want more magical theory. Like I want to hear about individuals metaphysics and cosmology and how that applies to their worldview and outlook on casting. I want weird and interesting ideas that may or may not be practical but have well-thought-out magical substance. I want things people have experimented doing that no one else has done and terminology that is so specific but personally arcane. I want people who Express the essence of their Divinity in every Motion in which they put into the world. 

For maybe this is what I am looking for.